Sorry to be absent and sporadic. Without going into gory personal details, I just missed out on something I really, really wanted and was counting on thanks to a clerical omission completely out of my control. It's depressing and frustrating and I've been accordingly moody. I had a chance to go out and see the wondermare today and I didn't even do it. Partly because I was depressed and listless and partly because of the underlying anger and frustration, I knew I couldn't treat her fairly.
I'm sure she didn't mind a bit and continued wandering around her pasture grazing.
Beautiful girl. I miss her face. I get one more chance to see her before I take off for another few days. This traveling thing is getting old.